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Hey, so I was ignoring DeviantArt New Eclipse feature for a long time, I thought that it's just an experimental thing or something and I kept on using the old classical design.
What I learned is that every new user has no option, but to use Eclipse..

So when I switch back and forth to it, I noticed so many drastic annoying changes, such as:

- Few of my Dolan comics gone missing in Eclipse, but I can still see them in the classic version. I can't fully understand if they were removed or banned from the site completely..
- My ID picture disappeared as well..
- All of my custom folder icons are fully gone too..

Not sure how to feel about these lame changes, it feels really demotivational and downgrading.. It's nice that they added a cover picture feature and an ability to like comments, but that's about it.

Hey guys! I'm trying to get back on my feet, had a very hard time with my personal life at the end of this year and it's still difficult to carry on, but I'm slowly healing and fighting despite how everything is trying to eat me from inside and outside. I'm hitting the gym, socializing more with close friends and working on my horror game project most of the time. But I decided to make a little break in between and shoot out new dolan comics once in a while. So just letting you all know, that new stuff is on it's way.. : )

Sometimes life can be beyond cruel to you, and when you are left in the complete hell hole, there is nobody except you, who can help to climb out of it.. just something that I learned from all of this, is that being comfortable with yourself is crucial in order to stay sane and happy.

Getting yourself back is something that I'm still working on..

This year so far was really tough and challenging for me, I'm sorry for not posting much and staying silent for so long, recently everything felt like a roller coaster ride.. up and down all the time.
I've been attending a private psychologist, trying to spend as much as possible of my free time around people and I tried to avoid being alone, because I usually end up being afraid of my own destructive thoughts that were leading me to self harm and doing stupid things, convincing myself that I'm worthless. I'm really thankful to certain people, that I was not properly cherishing before, because when I was in a complete dirt hole they were the ones who put so much effort into trying to get me out of there.. I was able to make new friends and contacts, there were difficult days when I was walking in circles and talking to myself that I don't want to die. I know how pathetic and dumb it sounds, but I'm in a better place now. I want to dedicate more time to continue drawing and working on things that bring me joy and motivate me to go on.. I was always pretending that everything is fine, my negative moods and feelings are just phases that naturally come and go as they please, just like with everyone else, but I realized that it's a form of sickness that is damaging me and others over the long period of time, I'm trying to help myself and seek professional help, I want to apologize for being awkward and unstable. I hope I can improve myself and deliver some new awesome art, thank you guys for everything!

Something big is coming.. Dosni Beniz 2 perhaps? Stay tuned brolans!